I'm thinking about the year that has just ended,
I think about what happened and what I left behind,
I think of all the things that still haunt me ...
I'm thinking about all my mistakes,
and I'm thinking about how make the new year better than the last...
I'm faulty, and I know it!
I'd like to fix myself, or at least I wish I could accept my flaws.
If I were to list all my faults in alphabetical order, I could write a dictionary!
Too many flaws generate a mess of emotions, so I need to set my priorities:
here's what I would change in my life, in 2015!
I would like to have a switch to turn on and off my heart.
Many people are able to do it, not me ... unfortunately!
I would like to stop thinking too much: overthinking is killing me!
If I repeat to myself that I don't care, maybe one day I'll believe it!
But more than anything else, I don't want to allow others to use me, never again!
I would like to be more selfish, because sometimes selfishness is just a way to defend ourselves!
So, this'll be my motto for 2015:
"don't set yourself on fire to keep others warm"
I must learn to take care of myself.
And this is my best wishes to all of you for the new year:
I wish you all to be strong enough to take care of yourself, as well as possible, always!